I miss traveling, while talking with Catherine last night I realized whats been bothering me a bit. I am not traveling to new places anymore like I was with my last job and its kind of depressing. I really like being somewhere new everyday and it was exciting to almost die and be mostly lost in deserts and or mountains. I like when feeling better just took looking out the window and realizing where I was. I don't have that anymore out here on the rigs. All the rigs look the same and its never someplace cool like the Oregon coast or driving over the continental divide.
How does this affect my life? I really think its my always wanting to go somewhere when I am off and its usually to another country or a distant part of mine. Its not that I am acting like a high roller or complete tool bag. I believe its mine my subconscious want to get away.
I love Texas but I want to see places that I've never seen before. I wanna grow up to be a traveler. Hopefully Catherine can come with.
