You know when you sin how you feel awful?
More specifically the sin which is a vise that you can't seem to shake or keeps coming back?
The thorn in your side?
Yeah, that one is one that makes you feel the worst cause you think you've beaten it and it just never lets up! Makes you hate the Devil a whole lot huh?
Immediately after you blame the Devil you somehow seem to get rational and start the troubleshooting process. You eventually end up with you. Now you feel really bad huh?
The trouble with being human is being human. All we do is sin and its our nature to do so. The cool part about being a Christian is that we have found a way to not feel so bad. Its not the Fire Insurance Policy we picked up going for a swim in the sanctuary, its the process of forgiveness.
A true gift, nothing we deserve or ever will, but merely a simple gift from God. Mercy is given to us on no logical plane. We receive mercy because God has the unimaginable love for us.
By the time you realize this you are starting to feel better right?
Now is the part where you act and put thinking aside. Ask for forgiveness and let the power of it do the rest.
The thorn in my side make me detest myself when I let it get the best of me. I can't let it go untreated cause I am looking out for her. She means so much to me. I am putting her on a pedestal higher than God? It feels like it, is it wrong? Shouldn't letting God down be enough?
I don't understand everything and certainly not this. I just know I need to get better at repelling it.
Do work son!
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